in the grayness of this day
reading our old emails.
i didn't make it up, that feeling of love.
you were willing to do anything for me.
i was nervous but falling so quickly.
you reassured me.
i believed in you.
we were everything.
and then without warning
the bottom dropped out from underneath
and sent us spinning into the thinnest air.
you died inside before you hit the ground.
i went screaming, streaming tears behind me.
soon there was nothing left.
now there is nothing i can do
but sit and read emails.
in them, i can still hear your heart beat.
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Silence, by Sam Weber |